HAPPY BIRTHDAY, 32 years old I didnt even think you could become that age, where has all the time gone. I can't believe it's been 13 years since you passed on and returned to our heavenly father, it seems like just yesterday we were wrestling and fighting with each other in the basement, even though I was the one who ended up crying and tattling on you to get you in trouble is still was fun to have an older brother to do that with. I know where the time has gone, I got married almost 10 years ago (that's even weird to say) and I have 2 beautiful boys you and the lord sent down to me. I have been so blessed with my family, they are wonderful, being a wife and mother is more than what I could have imagined it to be. I wish you were here to hang out with scott, and be the best uncle to my kids I know you would've been. I think of you everyday and celebrate the short time of your life I had to spend with you. Thanks for watching over all of us, I bet that is a chore in itself and you stay busy with it. Mom and Dad put the most beautiful wreaths and pictures on your grave every birthday, memorial day, and halloween. I look forward to those days every year cause I get to come visit your grave. My boys still don't understand the situation but it doesn't mean we don't talk about you often, and they know who you are. I can't wait to see you again someday, and know that the family Loves and Misses you VERY VERY much.
Sincerely, Your Sister Brooke
It's not the greatest thing to visit a grave to see one of your family memebers, but I'm glad we do have something to come to in their honor. My family comes 3 times a year to put flowers on the graves, that's above and beyond the other times one of us just stop by to say hi. You would think after almost 13 years of doing the same thing over and over it would get easier but it doesn't sometimes I think it gets harder because we tend to not believe we have to come to a grave then we snap back to reality and realize that's what we have now. It's not easy, but who said it would be, there's not a day that goes by in my life that I don't think of Dick, and all the what if questions I have that will not be answered. It's rough, but I don't know if I could do it without the faith in the lord, I know I couldn't, and the fact were all going to be together forever is comforting, cause we all have those days, which I'm having one of those years, and my emotions are just flowing freely for some reason, so I'm talking about it to help myself, so bear with me a minute please. I know we have angels above watching over us and i'm grateful for that. Thank you to our family and friends for the support they give us we appreciate it alot.
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